March 2012
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February 2012
85 posts
Ellen Degeneres for President.
I still dont know what to do with myself. My life is getting more and more out of my hands, I have absolutely no control. But what if I did? Would things really be different. My hands are barely responding to write down the things I really needed to say. I wish I had more freedom, to do what I want with myself. I wish my parents were more understanding. It’s not like I’ve done things...
From The Edge, Through The Void.: Cure →
ordinarywonder:
“Trust me. I’m a doctor…” you say.
I feel the presence of the needle in my arm. It’s anchored inside of my flesh, kissing the vein. The flush of something cool shoots through my bloodstream. It causes a cold tingle to spread across my skin.
A hiss escapes from between my gritted teeth, as my eyes roll back into my head. It sounds like a stressed “yess…” A shudder of violent...
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As Far As Appendages Go: pillows full of screams →
cj-sewerz:
a new initiative with a brick of lead fastened to the inside of my ribs a new outlook with razorblades behind my eyelids, every blink is a death wish nightly rituals of chugging nyquill and someone else’s wine until i pass out are staining my youth a shade that i know won’t come out with bleach the roof of my mouth is caked with the alphabet, over and over again from all the words you...
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“I loved you like a man loves a woman he never touches, only writes to, keeps...”
– Charles Bukowski (via crystalclairaudients)
AP student: I'm in so many AP classes
AP student: they're advanced placement
AP student: that's what "AP" means
AP student: so that means I'm really smart
AP student: AP courses are college-level courses
AP student: I was in my AP classroom with my AP classmates today
AP student: because AP
mitford:
Valentine vow: I will lose this leech of longing.
somethingoriginalmaybe asked: Are you happy?
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Never show weakness with me because I'll abuse...
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somethingoriginalmaybe asked: Hi, Paloma! Quick question: do you feel like people would be happier if each person in society was restricted to a small group of known potential marriage partners? There wouldn't be this misconception that there's someone 'out there' for you after all.
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“I am only responsible for my own heart, you offered yours up for the smashing my...”
– Anaïs Nin
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“You have no responsibility to live up to what other people think you ought to...”
– Richard P. Feynman
I'm going to break soon, I just hope that after it...
Emotion is the bane of my existence.
spiral-into-insanity:
Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don’t know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
amy010 asked: Paloma your beautiful and I love you oh so much!!
I actually felt pain today, and you know…if you’re reading this you probably shouldn’t be since you want to forget about me. I just wanted to tell you that I found today that I do feel, and it was absolutely horrible. Terrifying, really. I didn’t know I could feel that way and the thought went through my head that this was how you must be feeling and shit man, I’m...
Anonymous asked: We don’t beat the reaper by living longer. We beat the reaper by living well and living fully. For the reaper is always going to come for all of us. The question is: What do we do between the time we are born, and the time he shows up? Because when he shows up, it’s too late to do all the things that you’re always gonna, kinda get around to